I had 4 shots of jager and went to bed. Of course I cried myself to sleep because I feel so deflated. Why can't I find a guy and have it work? I'm so tired of being heartbroken.

JB and HP went to bed around 8:30pm so I was left alone and sad. I don't have someone like me to help me through the heartache. I always have to go it alone.

CT emailed me last night so I emailed her back and told her what was going on with CS and that I wish she were here to

console me like she used to...