My absentee boyfriend called last night and all he kept saying was how much he loves me and that he misses me. That he loves me more than anything in the world. I don't know what got into him but something did. He asked if he could come over Monday. I'm afraid that he wants to come back now. He can't come back. I want to spend as much time with M.B. as I can before he leaves because I'll probably never see him after that but once a year or so. I know that sounds wrong and it is wrong but I'm not ready to give up my friendship with M.B just yet. And I'm ready to face the karma that will ensue.

Went to the movies yesterday with my crush. We smoked a little first. The movie was ok, the computer graphics were impressive though. I liked it. It just won't be one of my favorites. We hung out here for a little bit after the movie. He went out with some friends later. He said he felt bad about leaving. Of course I want him to hang out with me but that's just because I'm being selfish. Of course I'd want to sit around and talk and look at him. He gave me a hug and said he'd be back Monday. Who knows when I'll actually see him though. He works nights all next week until Saturday and then we work all day together and we're supposed to watch a movie that night if he still wants to. I don't know what to do tonight since lately Saturday nights we usually hang out. C.T. is working tonight. And I'm not in the mood to hang with K.P. Maybe C.T. will stop by after work.